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so sad. one more day. chatted but keep on wan go sleep =( noe u wont remember this blog. den ok la. no nid delete. put back as a memory.


now is 3.56 p.mon 12.00 a.m, is our 1 month break.
when u wake up u jst send me a msg,den din oredi .
if is last time is never like that. i mean NEVER

do u still love me?70%?
why other ppl can be so xin fu.
maybe becuz both of them love each other very very much.
when see other ppl so xin fu i really hope they wont end their love.
just let it be forever.

maybe u wont see this blog.
i mean diary.do u remember we used this as diary.
and u never write it anymore since 29th september.
am i that not important?
why does it end so fasT?
why cant u just change like last time.now u only care about ur thing and never care about me.
eventhough i am sick u also din ask me anything today.

do u noe i love u so so so much?
i mean very very much.
i jsut don wan tell u becuz i scare u noe i love u den u just be wif me eventhough u don love me.
i noe u wont see this blog.
so i wrote here.

if i am given 3 wishes now,i first wish us can be together again, and hope u can change back.
and love me as how u love me last time.
but i noe that is impossible now.
but that is just wish.

left how many day den is my bday.
i just hope can celebrate wif u.
really hope.very very hope.
dont u just miss me a bit?
dont u just miss the time we be together?
or it is just not important annymore.

i;ve tried to forget u.
but it jsut seems doesnt work at all.
u just doesnt care about me anymore.
this make me really really sad.

i miss ur hug.
ur caring.
ur msg to ask me to gai bei.
ur caring to ask me to drink more water.
ur support.and everything.

will u online tonight?everytime i asked u online u say u are tired or wad.
ya.u yesterday at last online.
but it is just for 30 minutes.but in that 30minutes
u are busy.
i just dont noe how u noe.
continue online will jsut let me heart break.

i really dont noe how.
or u can just easily forget wad happen this one yaer.
passed so much things together.but why?
if i ask u do u noe wad happen this few days on me?
i bet u don noe anything.
and maybe i am just too childish.
too annoying.
wad u need is freedom?

and u even forget this.

I wanna be with u
Look at you
Or teasin you
Very miss you
Every nite think u
You are pretty
Of course cute too and
Understanding

if is last time u sure remember everything better than me.
why does everything change so suddenly.
why all lies come to me.
am i dreaming?
does this really happen?
if this is wad u wan.
wad i can wish u isgood luck in everything, especially ur spm and in ur work and everything u wan.
I LOVE U.

i hope u never told me i love u forever.
this make me really think much about our future.
and make me remind of many thing.
ur promises our promises my promises.
this aint important anymore?really ?
if is like this.hope u can find a better girl.

Bye, my love.

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